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what if my plans ARE just manifestations of mental illness?

Asked on March 19, 2013
Created March 19, 2013 at 1:35 AM

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i go into bipolar "crazy high mode" where i have fantasies about me rising up to superfame in the hard rock revolution, and 3 yeas ago this spurred me to start this crazy journey.

theres justa feeling i when i walk past a certain place in L.A significant to guns n roses history, or when i walk through the rich part on a bright and sunny day, i just feel like theres this world im supposed to be apart of that im missing,.

but maybe its just delusional? maybe ill never rise up, ill always be a loser, maybe its just the bipolar leading me on, maybe i have no chance? i hope thats not true..im jumping off the golden gate bridge on jan1 2015 if im not famous by then

but then i think..maybe i am so fucked up, maybe this is so different, that it just HAS to work....right? all i know for sure is that i MUST this fast...my life depends on this fast. anyway tonight im doing a video on the celebrity eat out list.

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