so as you know i live on the streets of hollywood. the oscars are tonight, and hollywood blvd is shut down. you have to walk 2 miles around what is usually a 100 yard walk to get across . thousands of hard working normal people being inconvienced s a few rich actors can have an award show. some peoples bus rides will take 2 hours longer.
is this a huge deal? no.
but it just makes me realize that im one of the worthless, unimportant people. im a nobody, one of the 99%- in other words, another loser.
"im normal and im not a loser" "i dont want to be famous, i like my anomity" yeah, ok. BS. noone really thinks that, they're just lying to themselves and they know it.
it kills me knowing that im supposed to be one of them....im just not supposed to be here, i was supposed to rise up to superfame. i had a vision, i was supposed to be a great revolutionary. im a 19 year old hard rock singer/drummer, i had this idea i called the hard rock revolution....why didnt i just do it>?
i see rich and famous people waste money on nonsense, wasting their power. as a transhumanist, id use my wealth and fame to promote the development of technologies to radically extend the human lifespan.
i just know my charisma, intellect, the things id say and do, my vision- its perfect. it would explode, id be a cultural icon of a generation.
instead, i bum for quarters to i can use internet cafes to get off the streets.
idk, i guess maybe its time to just give up.
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on February 24, 2013
at 06:16 PM
If you are taking any drugs, please stop.
If you are currently consuming any sugar or processed foods, please stop as well. If I were you, I would pass nuts and nightshades. It seems that you are having some nutritional deficiencies that are making you depressed. Try to go outside more. You are in Hollywood, right? There is an ocean nearby. Take a drive to Malibu Lagoon - it is beautiful and serene there. Take a swim. Yes, the water is cold, but refreshing. Just what you need.
Or participate in a hunting expedition... even if you don't catch anything, the adrenaline rush will help you to elevate your mood.
Now my take on Hollywood:
Everything... no EVERYTHING that comes out of Hollywood is a piece of S#!t. No, really. I am not negative - just realistic.
The difference between people who think that it is good and those who think it is bad is that people who think it is good never experienced anything better.
I think people who get Oscars or even get invited to Oscars ought to be ashamed of themselves. If I ever make a movie and it gets nominated for Oscars I will crawl to Vatican on my knees and beg for forgiveness because obviously I could not have committed a worse sin.
I think originally it used to be 11 commandments. The 11th was: Thou shalt not participate in any shape or form in making, watching or discussing anything that comes out of Hollywood.
I think eating SAD foods is a lesser crime.
So relax and take it easy. Watch a sunset. Or a sunrise. Walk with your loved one along the beach. You are not missing anything. In fact, you should be thankful you are not one of those morons.
Unless you are Justin Bieber. Then and only then you can be depressed.